I don't want attention just the light to fade

Hello concrete, hello pain 

Looks like I'm paired with you again
Goodbye conference, so long belonging, hit the road
I'm celebrating, simply elated
By your real opinions hiding in disguise
There's no point in faking, 

It's on the table
I'll try not to care anymore

You misunderstand, 

I realize sometimes how difficult I am
My only goal was retribution
Will you join me in a toast 

With these dirty razor blades
Watch these crimson droplets wash mistakes away
 
Celebrate it, 

Wether you like it
With a dinner date of distrust and regret
I'll ask you freely 

If you really love me
Go and pull the trigger

I promise not to care anymore
 

I don't want attention just the light to fade
No intervention my decisions made
Don't pretend you care anymore 

Belvedere - Three's A Crowd